Thursday, March 26, 2009
Monday, March 23, 2009
So Yeah....
Well it has ben FOREVER since I have written one of these, no one reads it anways...But, whatever, here goes nothing. lol
SO I have been gone now for 7 months and it feels like FOREVA! I miss everyone so much and can't wait to go home and visit in May! I still stand by my decision to leave and think back now and can't believe how long I let myself drown in a relationship! Now i'm just trying to find myself. I've made some changes since I left, I cut all my hair off, colored it bright red, pierced my lip, dropped 2 pant sizes, and am considering going to cosmetology school! Cutting my hair was VERY liberating! It's hard to describe, it's like when all the hair was gone so was that person I used to be! Now, i'm just trying to live everyday for me and not for someone else. Trying to do thinkgs because I want to do them and TRYING not care about what everyone else is saying about it!
I've met some cool people since I have been here and am enjoying all these new experiences! One person I met is this girl named Fiona, I swear this girl could be my younger sister! We look a lot a like and act alike a lot! She is gonna be moving to seattle next year and asked me to go with her. I am so in that place in my life now where i'm just up for anything and will be going wherever the wind takes me. So yes! I am moving to Seattle sometime next year and am looking forward to THAT new and exciting adventure!
My birthday is on Thursday, and I really wish it weren't! Not only do I feel like I am getting old, and yes I know 24 is not REALLY old but still, it's my first birthday without my friends and my mom! It feels weird and I don't like it! I'm just trying not to think about it but it's not workin out so well for meh! UGH!
Anyways, i'll try to update more often for you AVID blog readers! HAHA! Hope ya enjoy mah CRAZEH pic! lol
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